[	mood	|	So confuzzled!	]
[	music	|	Aka to Kuro by Ali Project	]

Ugh. I have no idea what I want to do as a job. I mean there is stuff I want to do, but I feel I'm not talented enough in those areas. And I would love to be an animator, but the colleges to learn that stuff are faraway and I get homesick really bad. If not the homesickness, then my parents would make me feel bad about leaving. And I want to get the Hope scholarship, but it's only for TN colleges. What should I do? Screw homesickness and parents and go to California? Or be damn forever doing boring computer stuff?

Stuff I would like to do

1. Voice actress, but I'm not a very talented actress
2. Singer, it's hard to get into the business. I don't want to struggle for 20 years then get my big break.
3. Animator, homesickness
4. Japanese character designer...ok, I don't even know how one breaks into that kind of business even here in America! Let alone Japan.
5. Be the person who comes up ideas/stories for new video games, movies, etc...read above.

I mean...I feel bad for not even wanting to try...but with my luck, I would never get noticed. I just don't know what to do...I do want a job I love...argh. I just don't know. T_T